Don’t give up trying to get rid of that addiction. Whether we like it or not addiction is more real than we can imagine. If nobody understands what you are going through, God does.
“For we do not have a high priest that is not touched by the feelings of our infirmity but He himself was tempted in all, yet without sin” Heb 4:15 Could it be that God is waiting for you to die to your will, die to your trying and struggling to obey Him.
He is saying “I love you and I am here with you but I won’t force myself on you”.
Try Jesus and you will never regret it.
WALLs. 👍🏽 OmolaraPMH